I Think im evil. Im becoming more and more evil. I think im losing myself. Im not sad or whatever, just nothing. No feelings, all my friends are bzy with their lives. Debates, o lvls. Me? Still carefree. I shld be worried for my naitonal exams and my coursework but seriously, i dont give a damn now. Hmm why am i becoming mroe evil? Maybe because, i am hating 3 ppl right now. Seeing their face or mentioning their name will make my blood boil. Alr they took much of mine. I cannot let them snatch things further. I dreamt of nightmares these days. I cant afford to lose more. In the endddd, what do i normally doooo, hmm. School, go home, either hang out or stay at home, online, check emails. Had jamming yesterday, fun. I miss my rebellious life. Being a goody two shoes dont return whatever they took. Just a few days ago i had been mentally tired and it makes me physically tired too. I wonder, if other teens in singapore my age went thru what i went thru and still sane. Hmm, i gtg alr. Peace out.
