To Haziqah:
Is this the end? I hope not, it had been a crazy time with GH. Real crazy, i dont want to have vengence on you, its not worth it, enough grief had been spread alr. I am forgiving you but would you forgive me? Is there still a chance that we could be lyk before? I hope so, well what you said abt Tania or Syafina not joining GH is because we're not close with them, Hazirah, who is she? Dier bukan nyer saper2 Haziqah, your own Flesh and Blood. United we stand, Divided we fall, familiar with that phrase? This is just one of the many problems that we faced, The biggest one yet. We can solve this and get through it together, we had been through thick and thin, all the hardship, is it wasted? I dont want to waste it, 2 months of happiness can still survive for anotehr 2 months or even more am i right? Remember a long time ago, when you asked me if we would be lyk this, GH forever, and i answered, yes. And i believe that it could, it must. Im willing to start a new, are you? You made clear abt your decision to make Hazirah part of us, i respect that and i do understand, your sister and you need to do something to be lyk before. Shes willing to try and change and not be the bitch that she is now, would you be willing to give her a chance? Thats all im asking for, at least for old times sake.
To Hazirah:
So now you know, all truth is let out. Would you forgive your sister? You're willing to change? For the past 14 yrs, you've been lyk this, i dont want to see you being a bitch, deep down i know that you're not lyk this, i will help you but first, you must forgive Haziqah, i know that her intentions are good and trying her best to help you, all hope is not lost yet dear. She also have her own fair share of torture, more than yours i dare to say. Tapi jgn mccm gini, if lyk this, how are things going to be better? I have two most important parties that i have in my lyf and i want them to be together to give my life a full meaning. GH and you. Well, i wish that i could blend them together but the other party can't. Well at least i tried. And for the smoking part, im trying to quit, its hard but yes im trying. Well for now, focus alright? No more playing a fool. I need sometime to collect myself together. No more cuts. No more hatred, no more grief. Not even guilt.
To Ammirah, Amiir & Nasrul:
This is not the end, im sure of it. Well, just in case if it is the end, this goes out to the three of you. Ammirah, we had fought for over many times, but i hope that the old ammirah i knew would come back, not for my sake, for GH, Your school friends and Cousins. Control your temper okay? Amiir, you and Nasrul had tried to fix things. What great effort you guys had put in and im proud to have friends lyk you guys. You had known me the longest and you know how im lyk, always wanting to win, vengeful and can be very conniving and sly. Haha, and to Nasrul. We will stay classmates but i dont know if we are gonna be rapat again. I hope so that we would. But i dont think ill go back with Husnul uh. Haha, you're one of a kind nyer mat rep. Rough yet Sensitive, Hitler yer Lee Kuan Yew, haha i think you get the point. You and Amiir are really lyk the Elder Brother that i never had, always trying to advice and look out for me. Tapi i alr have 2 brothers haha, still got room for 2 more? Lawls. Nasrul must maintain your anger level, jgn break loose. And not everything can be solved by violence.
This goes out to all of you in case we nvr get back together. Enuff grief had been spread, the only way, to end it, if we're back together again, but for now, goodbye.
