Looking Out. Looking Up. Look Forward.

Sunday, August 2, 2009 11:54 AM

Lets start with Friday's Post okay?

Friday

Went to school as usual, during P.E kena scolded by Lim Hanling, with Wati. HAHA, WENT TO Canteen and bought drink. Then for the rest of lessons, nth much. After school went home and then to doctor, cannot tahan. Panadols don't work no more. Then saw G.H. :D:D:D Immediately they cured my sickness. Then they want to go to WCP. I followed luh. :D It was quite a long journey. Took 98 then change to 176 then we reach alr! WCP, Home to some people. I sat by the sea and watched the waves, wondering how it is like to plunge and let go. It seems so so quite and peaceful, Serene that is. I spent a quite moment there, only for a moment until my bestfren came along and my thoughts reversed. Why shld i waste my life? Why shld i not be happy? Don't i deserve happiness? Through thick and thin i had gone through, living and being there for my G.H. is worth it. :) Then after that we went home. On the way home, i read a book which captured my interest, far beyond that it affects me. I spaced out, and thought about Jodie. And i don't want to be that Jodie, i want to be Cathy, and i believe that i could be Cathy. Jodie, poor poor Jodie.But Cathy can't hold on that much longer to save Jodie.Maybe yes, maybe no, maybe.

Saturday

I was tired from Friday but yet, i still manage to wake up at 7.15 for my Drama rehearsal at school. I wasn't late. I got scolded though and i somehow thought that i deserved it. It was irresponsible of me. Then went home at 11+. Accompamied Seah Cheng to Claire's blk. Then i went home. I accidentally fell asleep and was late. Board the same bus as Mdm Saha, my jeans were damn tight and i was sweating lyk shyt. I was there for only 1.30 mins. My mom called and she said that grandpa had been admitted to the hospital. I was shocked by the news, went down to Gek Poh and waited for Aunt to fetch me there. The hospital was quite and Grandpa's condition wasn't that bad. I hope. Then G.H. Called me. I didn't want to go with thema t first caouse i thought that i had to be tehre for my family, but my mom told me that i shld feel relax and chill for a while, to give me some air. Then i thought, why not? Eventually aunt sent me to Marina barrage. Met with Ziqa's family and also Mira's family. Nasrul was there, but i observed that 1 person was missing. My hopes sunk. But life must go on am i right? I had enjoyed my time with G.H. We took pics and there is one particular pic that i loved the most. But sadly, something or someone is missing. Incomplete. Laughed and had fun disturbing Fiza, watched the fireworks, it was damn nice. :D Went down to play with water, dont know whos idea but it was FAN! :D Haha, Mira's slippers were damn nice, I LOVE THE BRAND. HAHAHA, I KNOW WHERE SHE BUY. :D:D:D Hahaaa, G.P. KANKAN? :D Then we went to West Coast to buy packet food, Ziqah's parents were kind to buy me food, thanks :D And nasrul, aku nk kau nyer bandung, blueberry sucks. Ugh, Then went to WCP to eat there and played for a while. I wish that i could view the sea, at night, how wonderful it would be. Then we went home, we spent our time together until 12. I wondered if it would be longer. The longest time spent with G.H. Haha lets break the record alrites? But must be together, complete. It was a tiring day. Slept at 1+ sorry to LnC if i couldn't turn up for the play :( I wish that i could be there for you guys, sorry. The G.H. made me forget my problems when im with them, Hahas :D FAN!!!

Today

Woke up at 11+ Immediately online to see if the G.H. was there and they are online :D Hmm later going to watch Kude Kepang! :D:D:D OMG, Cannot wait, Nasrul is not going i think. :( I hope that Amiir would be there. Mira still owe me Milo Milk Tea. :D Hahas, cannot wait for K.K LATER, Shall update after lepak :D