I have confessions to make, so that im not keeping anymore secrets. To let everything out. I drank before, i smoked before, i skipped skool before, played truant, hated people, ruined other people lives, delibrately being mean to others, made other people unhappy etc. I'm not proud of what i have done ok? To everyone out there, you want to insult me, go ahead, nobody's stopping you, But just know this, reflect on your life, do you have the guts to do the same as me? To confess? Are you even better than me which gives you the right to insult me? Say things behind my back? Look at yourself, if you are better than me, go ahead and insult me, im not the bad one, you are. (not referring to Alvira) I'm trying to do good here, to atone for my past mistakes, to help others, its the only way to redeem myself from this guilt. I just hope you guys would understand and maybe change your attitude to be a better person, If you think its crap than your problem, take my advice, either you want to or not, deep down, you know im right.