Just got back, had a fight just now, what am i going to do? Omg, is this how its going to be???
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Talked to alvira on msn, shes been M.I.A for a LONGLONGLONG TIME! GOODNESS!
Omg, my brain hurts like hell! What am i going to do? Omg! My world WAS ok, not fine but its getting better, UNTIL today. I feel so embarassed sia, there proud me having a cheek to give advice to others and helping them with their problems, becoming their listening ear and yet now i can't even solve my own problems, GOODNESS, WHAT THE HELL AM I GOING TO DO? ITS ALL FALLING APART ONE BY ONE. I CAN'T TAKE IT MUCH LONGER. I still hvnt complete my hmk. Yet i can say that i will study maths during holidays to catch up and saying that i will do my hmk. I still hvnt planned anything for the cca games thingy, here i am the big joker/clown that can make people laugh in my cca even though my lame jokes are lame, i dont want to dissappoint everyone. I dont want to let others down due to my flaws. I still have doubts and things to settle with my life. Someone i trusted had changed or is it all along the person didn't even changed but i didn't realise it? (Btw its not miki for sure coz not everything or anyone i argued got to do with miki, no offence miki) The girl, that i had a crush on may not like me or even worse, liking somebody or her ex or just anybody else. OMG, MY BRAIN HURTS LIKE HELL, IF ONLY THERE IS SOMEONE WHO I CAN DEPEND ON. TO TELL THEM MY PROBLEMS, TO TRUST THEM, TO BE THERE FOR ME, I WISH THAT I COULD JUST TRADE MY LIFE WITH SOMEONE ELSE.
"The hardest thing in the world, is to live in it" - Buffy (Not my cat)
